Hello eveyone , firsty i would like to request u people pls dont make fun of my problem ,my problem is that i?

dont fell like doing such things like putting nail paint or wearing very stylish dresses to college like other girls do , i just dont fell like going to collge in this way , but when i reach my college i fell jelous of other girls that why i dont fell like doing such things , i am sad that why idont fell like dressing up like others, very stylishly or in fashin , that why has god made me like that , a girl doesnt fells like dressing up propery , or going fashion ?, why am i like this ,?neither god can help me , nor can any doctor can help me , what should i do ? how can i make change in me , so that i become like a girl who likes doing all such things like nail painting or wearing kajal , ?