This is a serious question about depression/anxieties..I'm freaking out and i need some advice..pronto!?

This could be early schizophrenia effects. My daughter was diagnosed at age 11 with a thinking disorder, which later changed to Schizophrenia, it is a very confusing situation, there are so many symptoms and could got along with depression and bi polar disorder.You can have several diagnosis. Tell your therapyst and be honest about what you feel, it can get better with medications taken regularly, You have different symptoms with mental illness, than you would with physical illness.Think positive there is help for you.